Tears of broken heart

I remember the day I met you my heart was filled with joy, from that day you mean whole world to me, I enjoyed when you walked along with me, I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses, but I never thought my dreams will turn blue. When you left me and I travelled my journey alone, you took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams. You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you, but a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you, my tears spills the bin how much I cared for you. Still awaiting to hear your voice again, hoping to hold your hands again. Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears.

Broken heart

This pain you see, Is killing me inside, I always thought of us as "ment to be" but it was all a stupid lie. You broke my heart, you broke it in more then two. My whole life has fallen apart, Since that day you said I don't love you... I still love you, and I know I always will, for my love for you was pure and true... But love only exists to kill.... Lost, left all alone, With no one to hold me tight, I feel like you stabbed me and left me all alone, to die. I wipe away the tears from my eyes , I never thought that I would be hurt by you, So I'll just sit here and wait until you find out that you love me and give me a call.

You are gone

When will I know that the time is right? For me and you to be together again? I want to know because my heart is full of fright. Now you are gone as the days pass, I realize I love you more and more I love you more than any one I just had to let you know, but you decided to let me go and I don’t really know what’s going on, Now you’re gone, I know you still love me, I could feel it inside and I love you too, but I don’t know if we belong together not ever not now and I don’t know what to do, Now you are gone. My love for you is forever, my heart for you bleeds and will beat sick forever, I would do what ever even get down on my knees just for you to come back because you tore my heart apart, Now you are gone I love you and I need you and I don’t want to let go I love everything about you, from your personality, to your face there’s no girl out there that can ever take your place but what will I do, you’re gone?

Sheikh Rafik Hariri

Where shall I start, and what can I say? I've been mourning you everyday killing you was such a dirty play, but they must know that you were here to stay. The terrorists by orchestrating such a despicable blow they showed the whole world how low they can go. Just wait for the day when the melting snow will reveal the truth, which they can never throw your joint fight against terrorism was always great from Lebanon, to every where, they might have killed you, our sole mate, but they must know that it's our future that they can never dictate, I saw your soul wandering in the bomb zone you were trying to tell the paramedics that you're not alone you were telling them please help, he's so prone he needs somebody to extinguish the fire in his bone. The coward assassin was so weak he grabbed the opportunity to sneak he couldn't face you, he would freak, he should know that he'll be haunted week after week. The terrorists asked you for subordination you replied by building a nation, you said that life is nothing but a station you were the father looking after the new generation. Did they really know what they did? Did they think that they won the bid??? Shame on the hands which opened the bomb lid, Shame on the cowered who sneaked through the grid, I've never felt so hopeless and helpless in my life. The sorrow I see in your children and wife It makes my heart bleed, it's been cut with a knife It makes me wonder, how can we anymore survive? You knew how Lebanon was so vulnerable you also knew that building Beirut is doable you finished the work and you're the capable and your enemies knew that you're unbeatable a man like you is born once in a life time, they murdered you, and what a disgusting crime. How would your death not be but a news prime?? Weren't you the hero? Ahhh father I can no more stand watching the news with tremors in my hand crying out, father, why did you leave the land? We lost you, we lost the ever greatest friend, Is it only me who is so sad?Or, is it what happened was so bad? Or, is it that we lost a great dad? Or, is it that murdering you was so mad? Words can never ever describe what happened Sheikh Rafik, look at us, Sheikh Rafik, see how we're frightened every day that passes by, our wound is even deepened. Every day that passes by, our hope is even scattered following your assassination, does anybody know where we're heading? Does your assassin know how much we've been trying? To find a savor like you to help us keep going to assure us that the future will not be the product of wrong doing. Sheikh Rafik, our lives were meaningless before you started building a torn nation, which is now resurrected, Who said that your dream can ever be melted?? Who said that our future can ever be ended?? Sheikh Rafik, I won't be telling you good bye Didn't you teach us to always try???You'll stay forever in our skyA MARTYR, A GREAT STAR WHO WILL NEVER DIE. your son khaled ak

In a hidden place i visit in secrecy i see us and the way it used to be, i cry inside when i see us when I remember the love that was so perfect, now in despair the last words you spoke always fresh on my mind thought that we would be together till the end of time, you loved me once then let me go could never express how that hurt me, you said before our love is forever, time and distance took its toll, our relationship just could not grow It died in the dark never knowing light, I tried and tried I put up a fight, a sea of tears I cried over many nights but nothing in the world could ever make it right, time marched on and so did we. you still stayed on my mind constantly my search to find you pertinacious like the perfect poem lost in the pages, It came to the day that I said "I Do" Promised myself in my next life it would be with you, I tried to fix it all over and over again before life foreclosed on you and showed me him, I hear you’re living your life and you are doing fine, so I go about my best to live mine wonder if you ever think of me, If you think how things could have been or used to be, If may be there is still a place where our hearts meet again, where first true love finds no end.

Moving On? (Yeah ... Right!)

I tell myself that I’ve moved but I haven't been the same since you've gone i cry myself to sleep at night I grab your memory and hold on tight I still miss you with every breath I still believe that you'll come back I can still smell your sweet perfume and your arms still feel like home I can't help but love you no matter how I try I tell myself I’m moving on But I can't i still keep your pictures Hung up on my wall And I keep all the presents And the memories of previous years I tell myself you still love me believing that one day you will but I’m just living a lie so I continue to cry

Tears fall for you tonight as I morn your memory I've cried so long and I’ve cried so hard that can barely breathe I don't know myself without you And I don't like what I’ve become I have no feeling left inside I always feel so numb, Tears fall for you tonight, as this gun goes to my head I can't take it all I can't take the pain It should have been me instead, Tears fall for you tonight, As I drink this poison down then it will be done It will all be over I can finally get away From the sorrow all around, Tears fall for you tonight, But even when I’m gone I'll be forever crying tears falling for my forgotten love

Like precious footprints on sandy beach

The tide removes all, far from any reach
your footprints fade away in the sand

Your memory will also, as I understand

Footprints gone, scattered across oceans

Washed away as our marriage devotions

Footprints that leave me a painful regret

Wishing we’d never been, nor had we met.

Why...?

Why do I love you with all my heart? Why did I fall for you from the start?
Why do you cause me so much pain? Why do you stick to my heart like a stain?
Why couldn't I see you weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe you were gonna take the pain away?
Why did you play my heart like a game? Why couldn't you ever feel the same?
Why do I sit in my room all alone?Why do I pray you would call me again?
Why did you end it after our four year? Why didn't it bother you when you made my eyes tear?
Why cant I stop thinking of you,Why can't I say goodbye Why do I still get jealous when I see you with another guy?
Why can't I forget about you and put you in the past?Why does a part of me still believe that me and you were made to last?

A Dream

When the sun has gone away then the beautiful night is singing on the way I am waiting for the stars to shine again I am waiting for the cool breeze to touch my soul again I am waiting for my love to come again I am waiting for my love to hold me again I am waiting for my love to hug me again I am waiting for my love to feel her warmth in my arms again I am waiting for my love to hear her wondrous laughter again All I need as long as she live, I will live on to her No matter how is the future, I will be loving her for ever. I am waiting for my love Jade again and again.

Consequence

Forever I will pay the consequence of driving us apart its not what I intended from the bottom of my heart I wanted, needed and loved you but the pressure that I gave was far too great and I'm sorry was only hoping our love to save.I accept my fault in doing the one thing I should not have done pushing you away while trying to become one I was wrong and I am sorry I just feel the need to share I am not perfect nor will ever be but always know I CARE As long as I hold this dream deep within my heart I know that in my life you will always be a part Of each moment, of each day my memories are of you and praying you can also remember the love I gave to you The consequence is I have lost you Forever and ever more but know while life goes on you are the one I will always adore you my lost love